I feel as if I owe someone an apology. I hate it when I let my mood swings get the better of me. I'm not saying that Friday's disclosure wasn't the honest truth, because it was. And I'm not saying I'm totally okay right now. But the point is, I think I can be. You can hear my cautious optimism shining through that statement. Those of you who have known me long enough (and I think it's safe to say only one of you qualifies) know that I haven't had many good friends in my life. By and large, the friends I have had have not been good. That's why only one of them ever stuck around long. But the friends I have now are different. And even though things aren't the same as they used to be, I still just want you to know that nothing makes me happier than when I get to spend time with you. I love you all.